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25 August 2012 @ 12:56 pm
"If there ever comes a time when we can't be together,
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Keep me in your heart and I'll stay in there forever."
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Mood: artisticartistic
 
 
OST: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JekZXlUIX8E (Jay Park- Count on Me [English Version])

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"Let's break up."

I looked at her in shock, "No, Shinju-ah. . . I love you!" I stood.

"I love you too Kyuhyun-shii."

"Bu-Then, Then why are you. . ?" I could barely get the words out, "B-Breaking up wit-th me-e?"

"Because, You're letting being the best get in the way of this relationship. I want us work, more than anything Kyuhyun-shii. . ."
She took a deep breath, "But, but you sabotaging your girlfriend so she would fail an exam, it's not fair. Kyuhyun-shii, I've got one shot to the top too."

I've never seen her so bold and serious. That scared me, I think I made a worse mistake than I thought. Shinju-ah's grown a back bone and I can't underestimate her or take her for granted. She's right, if I really cared about her I wouldn't be trying to halt her success. . .

"I'm wrong. I'm really wrong. I'm sorry, I love you. Please, don't leave me." I mumbled and sat back down.

I went to grab her hand but she retracted it, "If you don't want me to leave, then where do we go from here? How can we date as if
nothing happened? As if you didn't let your pride get in between us. How can I be in this relationship knowing that you aren't happy
when I'm doing well? I trusted you to help me when I struggle Kyuhyun-shii, how can I trust you now?"

"I'm sorry. . ."

"So am I." She stood and walked out, I couldn't lift my ass to follow her, so I just stared at the table as she left.

What the hell is wrong with me? Am I an asshole?

[Yes xD] 

Was it really necessary for me to hurt her like that? I'm really the worst. I gathered my things and walked out of the library. I can't
even believe I did that, why would I do something so hurtful? 

"Dammit it to hell anyway!!" I screamed as I walked down the block, "Donghae Hyung, where are you when I need you?"

"Right here bro~!" I heard a shout and was soon tackled by my older brother, "Ouch! Get the hell off me!" I tried to shove him, but
his daily exercised body was too much for my small nerdy one.

He wrapped his arm around and we walked home together, "What ales you mah amigo?"

"Shinju-ah's pissed at me."

"What did you do now Kyuhyun-ah?" He looked at me from the corner of his eye, "Why did you ruin a perfect relationship? What's
the purpose? Now everyone's going to think Shinju-ah died."

"I think I really hurt her this time."

"What the hell did you do to hurt her? Umma will be pissed if you screw up this relationship!"

"Yah! I sort of, made her fail a test. . ." I whispered, but he still heard me.

"What the hell?! Why would you do that you jackass?!" He went to punch me, I flinched, but didn't try to dodge.

"I deserve to get hit." I stated, and he lowered his hand.

"Why did you do it, eh?" He stopped us in the middle of the sidewalk, "Why did you have to let your Kyuhyun-Man-Pride ruin the
perfect thing you got?"

"I don't know. . ." I ran my fingers through my hair, "I just, I'm always the best. You know? I've worked hard, always studying and
doing the right thing my whole life, and she's picked it up so naturally and quickly in the matter of months. It's just not fair."

"Yah!! You're so stupid, you think Shinju-ah didn't earn it? She studied for hours everyday, and you know that too. Every day she
came to you with lists of questions and remember when she used to call the house to ask you homework questions late at night.
She's earned it. She's someone who's never believed in herself, you helped her attain that confidence and now you're trying to take
it away?" 

I blinked, dumbfounded, I never thought of it like that. I only thought of myself this entire time, and how I was feeling about being
upstaged. Looking at it from different perspectives makes this situation look worse and worse. Correction it makes ME look worse
and worse.

"So, what should I do to fix it?"

"Hmm. . . You really eff'd up this time, so we need something romantic, mushy and big. . ." He scratched his fake beard, "No,
that's queer, no, no. . . Hmm, something romantic, romance. . . Hmm. . . Omo! I know!" He grabbed my ear, "Ouch!"

"Yah, listen we should. . ." He explained, "But it will take a week to prepare."

"I have to be without Shinju-ah for a week?!" I shouted, "No, I can't!"

"Listen dipstick, do you want this to work or not? We need time to prepare for it, Shinju-ah still needs time to cool off from the blow
to her confidence, so yeah, a week."

"Fine, but it sucks." I sighed.

"You should've thought about that before you screwed your girlfriend over asshole."

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So that's how I spent the rest of my week, practicing butt off to win my girl back. I tried to talk to her every chance I could, but she
kept giving me the cold shoulder. I followed her every where, her home, to her desk, during gym, at break time, during independent study, to the library, I even waited for her outside the girls bathroom. The entire time I followed, she never spoke a single word. My classmates saw this, and you could tell they started to get nervous.

I mean we just got back together, and I already screwed up.

People tried to ask us what was wrong, but we didn't say. Classmates and even Mrs. Lee gave us words of encouragement, we
were the schools most idolized couple. If we broke up, again, it would probably cause the premature ending of the world.
I kicked rocks and sighed as I walked back home from Shinju-ah's for the fourth time this week, at least tomorrow I can make up with her.

As soon as I opened the door to our white house, Donghae dragged me into his room.

"Okay today is our last practice, we better make this good or else you can kiss your relationship goodbye."

I swallowed and nodded.

"No pressure~" He sang and set up the stereo.

Our practice continued for hours, we took a break for dinner and continued for a few more hours before it was really late and Appa
started to get pissed at all the noise.

It is now d-day. And I'm nervous as hell, what if I have a temporary pubic lapse in my voice? What if she rejects my apology?
Kaaah! I can't stand the suspense.

The day went by in slow motion, but this day I didn't follow Shinju-ah around. I had to mentally prepare myself for my performance
with Hyung. Eventually, the slow moving school day came to a close and I waited for Shinju-ah to leave the classroom first. After she left, Donghae entered the room and we went out together.

"Hyung, I'm hella nervous."

"Yeah, I'm not."

"Well she's not your girl. So you shouldn't give a damn if you look bad in front of her."

"You little bastard!" He joked and put me in another head-lock.

"YAH! Let go!" I screeched and pried my head away from his rock hard grip, "Hyung, come on. We need to go NOW."

"Fine, Fine." He agreed and we walked to Shinju-ah's house.

Donghae prepared the items we needed for our performance on her front yard and I knocked on her door and waited, she looked at
me and rolled her eyes, "Kyuhyun, please go home."

"No, not until I do this." I pulled her out on her porch and I walked next to Hyung, who had quickly finished setting up the stereo and
microphone.

"Oppa, what are you doing?" She folded her arms and sat on her hip, the way girls do when they're pissed or waiting for an
explanation. Shinju-ah's never used that tactic before, and it was kinda hot.

I took a breath and held the mike to my lips, Hyung pressed play:

"Even today, I wander in my memories, 

And I'm staying around the end of this road, 

Even though I can't see you any more, 

You're still holding on to me, 

I'm questioning this road again, 

I miss you, I want to embrace you, 

I pray as I look towards the sky,"

I stared into her eyes and I saw her fight back a smile. Please take me back, please Shinju-ah. I was wrong. I looked back at
Hyung, who was performing a dance for Shinju to go with my singing. I think it was just an excuse to show off to her.

"It has to be you, 

I can't do it without you,

Like this. . a day, a month or even a year, 

It's okay if I'm hurt,

It's fine even if my heart hurts, 

That's right, Because I love only you"

Shinju-ah's arms dropped to her side and she took a few steps down her porch, I knew I was winning, so I grinned.

"I can't send you away a second time

I can't forget you and live on

It has to be you, 

I can't do it without you,

Like this. . a day, a month or even a year, 

It's okay if I'm hurt,

It's fine even if my heart hurts, 

That's right, Because I love only you"

Shinju started taking slow steps toward me and I continued with my fabulous vocal piece.

"My bruised heart,

Is telling me to find you

Screaming out,

Where are you?

Can't you hear my voice?

To me. . .

Even if I lived again, 

Even if I was reborn a thousand times,

I can't live without you for one single day--"

She interrupted my song by tackling me into a loving embrace, I dropped the microphone and it let out a screeching noise. I
squeezed her body tightly against mine.

"Hey! I wasn't done!" Hyung complained, Shinju let go of me and hugged Hyung.

Hugged Hyung? What the fuck!?

"Yah!" I shouted, "What the hell is going on here!?"

She ignored me, "Donghae Oppa, your dancing is amazing! Do you think you could teach me some time?"

"Of course!" He hugged her back.

"What about me?! What about my needs?! I sang for you! Come to me! Not him!" I grabbed her arm and shook her like a child,
"Baby! What about me?!" I cried out.

Hyung released her from his dirty grasp and Shinju looked at me with a grin, arms wide open, "Come here babe."

"Shinju-ah!!" I shouted, manly of course and hugged her like a child, "I'm so sorry, babe I shouldn't have done that! It was stupid and
selfish and I do want you to be successful, I was just feeling insecure. I'm really sorry. I love you so much."

[A/N: Please note, that no guy would so openly talk about being insecure, it might be just BabyKyu who does it xDD]

"I know, it's hard when someone takes your place, even for a second. Besides we're better together. I forgive you Oppa."

"No, call me what you did before." I squeezed her tighter.

"What?" She thought, "Oh, babe! I love you."

I straightened myself up and held her face in my hands, giving her a deep kiss. When she pulled away, I frowned, "Oh, Oppa,
where did Donghae Oppa go?" She looked around for Hyung, who had vanished with all the equipment. Too bad, I wanted to sing her another song.

"I guess he went home."

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Coming into school holding Shinju's hand, everything felt right with the world. I looked around and watched classmates silently
cheer amongst themselves. A grin played on my features. Before class started I pulled my girl onto my lap and we talked. Everything was perfect, just dandy. Mrs. Lee came into to start class and Shinju-ah tried to stand up, but I wasn't done holding her so I pulled her back down.

"Oppa!" She whispered shyly, "Class is starting. . ."

"So?"

"Yah! Kyuhyun, feel up your girlfriend on your own time!" Mrs. Lee wailed in my direction and the class snickered, "Ugh, you suck."
Shinju-ah took a seat beside me.

"What the hell was that?!"

"Nothing!"

"That's what I thought you little-- Any way, class, we'll be welcoming a new student coming from America. Please welcome
Seohyun with open arms." Mrs. Lee walked toward the door and led the new student in.

I won't lie, she was cute. Really cute, she reminded me of Shinju, except Shinju was perfect.

"H-Hello. . . I'm Seohyun, please treat me with kindness." She bowed, timidly.

She glanced around the classroom and her eyes met mine, her soft smile turned in to a grin and I frowned. Shit, why am I so damn
attractive? The way her eyes flickered with excitement and lust when she looked at me, or maybe it's just me? Any way, she was
giving off a super creepy sexual vibe. I shivered in my seat, I wrapped an arm around Shinju's shoulders. There, look you creeper, I have a woman.

Her grin just widened, well, that can't be good. . .

". . . Seohyun, you can chose a seat anywhere in the class, please feel at home."

"Can I sit there?" She pointed.

It took me several seconds to process where she was pointing. I traced her finger to right beside me, oh hell no.

"No freaking way Mrs. Lee! This seat is taken!" I shouted, and many of the students started complaining.

"Yeah! You can't split them up! It's not right!"

"Yah! Mrs. Lee, that's Shinju-ah's seat!"

"Who does she think she is!"

"Yah! Is that anyway to speak to your new classmate!?"

"Mrs. Lee! She can have my seat. I'll sit somewhere else." I heard a student call out, and I silently saluted the brave soldier.

"Is that okay with you Seohyun-ah, I'm sorry for the students rude behavior."

"I guess that's alright. . ." She seemed upset, but I didn't care.

No way in hell are you taking Shinju-ah's seat beside me.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SOPiBWmZ17M (Kyuhyun- It has to be you)

Hi guys, this chapter sucked. Sorry x__x Dont even tell me it didn't, because you and I both know it was not up to par with my
usual writing. I'm definitely going to be trying to put all my feeling into the Class Trip chapters, cuz I have some heavy, organic (I hope) stuff planned. Please look forward to better chapters to in the future. 

I said I was going to upload the KyuShinHae fic but imma postpone it for the time being, I need to work out the kinks and what not.

PLEASE support my new story on LJ, titled J A Y W A L K I N G. Based on the drama Shut Up! Flower Boy Band, I recommend
you watch that drama on dramafever.com it's kick ass. Totally daebak. I noticed that there weren't many fanfictions about it, so I figured I'd give it a go. And my love of Myung Soo in that drama is too enormous** for my heart to contain (it may burst).

Here it is guys, give it some love~!

J A Y W A L K I N G: http://shinjurinni.livejournal.com/11936.html

Comments are deeply appreciated!

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Posted: August 25, 2012 (Mommy's birthday~)
 
 
Mood: busybusy
Music: Kara- Pandora
 
 
25 August 2012 @ 11:25 am
Title: J A Y W A L K I N G
Author: Shin
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Romance, H/C, Drama Based, Growing Up
Rating: T
Start Date: August 05, 2012
End Date:-
Warning: Spoilers!!! Based off of Shut Up Flower Boy Band
DISCLAIMER: The celebrities' names/images are merely borrowed and do not represent who the celebrities are in real life. No offense is intended towards them, their families or friends. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. No money is being made from this fictional work. No copyright infringement is intended. 


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Mood: cheerfulPlucky
Music: Jessica Andrews- Unbreakable Heart
 
 
05 August 2012 @ 05:49 pm
Title: J A Y W A L K I N G
Author: Shin
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Romance, H/C, Drama Based, Growing Up
Rating: T
Start Date: August 05, 2012
End Date:-
Warning: Spoilers!!! Based off of Shut Up Flower Boy Band

DISCLAIMER: The celebrities' names/images are merely borrowed and do not represent who the celebrities are in real life. No offense is intended towards them, their families or friends. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. No money is being made from this fictional work. No copyright infringement is intended. 

 
 
Mood: mellowmellow
Music: Kenny Chesney- Woman With You
 
 
05 August 2012 @ 03:54 pm
Title: J A Y W A L K I N G
Author: Shin
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Romance, H/C, Drama Based, Growing Up
Rating: T
Start Date: August 05, 2012
End Date:-
Warning: Spoilers!!! Based off of Shut Up Flower Boy Band 
Summary: [This story is my take on the best drama of my life: SUFBB. What a great-ass drama. And omgjngjfkdm L<333] 

Shinju and younger brother Jin Suk have not lived the ideal life, but their hearts are connected by a permament bond. Through this drama based fanfiction we follow the stories of the Shut Up: Flower Boy Band cast and these two misfortunate children as their lives become intertwined and learn the meaning of friendship, growing up, and true love. 

DISCLAIMER: The celebrities' names/images are merely borrowed and do not represent who the celebrities are in real life. No offense is intended towards them, their families or friends. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. No money is being made from this fictional work. No copyright infringement is intended. 


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Mood: bouncybouncy
Music: Kenny Chesney- What I Need to Do